Saturday 7 January 2017

Through the Eye of the Neil

Through your eyes,
I took what was yours.

Through mine,
It came freely to me.

You think I lie.
But do you even see I?

You think you are so wise.
Well it's not wise to think.

You choose to hate me.
But that's not me.
It’s just your choice,
That I’m free to let be.

I know you want me to feel your pain,
What I wonder, is why you think I don’t?

You believe your struggle, is so much worse than mine.
Cos how would I know anything, right?

So I must ask you then,
If you’re so wise.
Why can’t you see,
That I am you, and you are me?

For you, I hold a rite of passage.
For you, I hold a chance to be free.
For you I behold something to forgive.

For you, and only you,
can release yourself and be free.

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Thursday 5 January 2017

Dear Brother

Would it help?

If I admitted to you,
that I'm not happy,
with what I would wish,
to have already,
in this life?

I would like it now. That change.
That transformation.
That mind blowing experience, of feeling free.
And living in abundance.
With lots of monee.

How do I manifest it so quickly?
Are you the Guru that can help me see?
But really, who are you in my story?
And what do you know of my destiny?

I ask myself though,
why do you challenge me so?
Perhaps I fear going back,
to that land down under, that I only know.

I'm trying so hard,
yet you bring me doubts.
I wish in your eyes I could be doing better,
but I can't, because I'm doing my best.

It's not to say that I don't love you, but ...

When I'm in hell, I don't need you to add fuel,
but you can help me burn off that which don't feed me.

When I'm down, I don't need to be kicked.
however you can pick me up if you wish.

When I'm struggling, I don't need the extra weight,
although a little encouragement would be great.

When I'm feeling broke, I don't need to be torn apart,
and a little support would really go far.

Open your heart,
and lend me your ears.
There is a different experience,
out there to be shared.
And it's there,
whenever you care.

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