I Believe

I believe

I believe that we are all fallible, but not full of sin.

I believe that to know thyself, is to love thyself, and that to love oneself one must forgive one self.

I believe that forgiveness is at the heart of human greatness. It is the essence of the teachings of the Christ.

To forgive, myself, my partner, my son, my daughter.

Not because they are guilty of anything.

But simply to accept and let go of not ‘right understanding'.

Because there is goodness in all of us.

I accept that I am misunderstood.

I accept that I am not perfect.

I accept that I am sometimes afraid and hopeless.

I accept that which causes me pain and misery is there to teach me something about myself, but will only happen when I am ready, to accept, let go and forgive.

All of it.

I have faith in the teachings of Jesus.

I have faith that what comes, brings what it must in order for us all to grow, from seeds, into trees of knowledge that reach out to others and that inspire towards the heavens.

I believe that goodness is there to be embraced by all of us, even in the darkest of moments. I believe it’s that goodness that eventually brings us back to joy and happiness, in this moment.

I believe in Truth, and so I aim to dig deep, for I feel that in this world there is a drought, of knowledge and love that ultimately comes from authentic expression.

I can see that when seeds are planted, they don’t always grow. I can see that some people see things to the complete contrary of what others see - Yet I still don’t see how that is. It seems that what seems obvious to some, is invisible to others.

What is the truth in a world of shadows?

Who really sees me and who really sees you?

Maybe shadow is not that bad. Trees cast a shadow on the earth, to protect it, along with the animals, the soil …

I believe that we have become disconnected with the earth, with nature and with God. I believe that disconnection is the essence of a cancer. It was a wise doctor who helped me to see that. Without love, there is no connection.

I don’t believe that we all need to live in the same way. We can all live our own lives, but I believe that if we are all disconnected from our conscience (that acts out of love) then we have no possibility to act in truth and so ultimately pave our way to hell with good intentions.

Sometimes I’m not sure if I am living in heaven or hell, but I try and pray, every day, that this good earth will be as it is in heaven.

I believe it is the nature of Knowledge and Wisdom to be free and shared by us all. I do not believe that it can be kept hidden.

I believe that when we openly share our knowledge and love wisely with each other then the world can, and will, become the Garden of Eden that it is meant to be, and from within it we can each truly bloom as flowers that spring forth from the soil of divine creation.

I believe in I and I believe in You, but most of all …

I love you ❤️

Independance Day

Today, they celebrate Independance Day.

But on this day, moronic actions have been taken, to foment separation, discrimination.

To divide

The clean, from the unclean.

No one resists.

And yet the famous last words of Julian Assange as they dragged him away ...

You can resist!

Are we entering into the times in which Jesus was alive?

The new leppers are being created.

This is not freedom.

I do not stand for this.

I stand for life,

for myself, 

my family, 

my community ...

and for the children who come after me.

For them to live healthy and free.

For them to express have the ability to express critcal thought, and have genuine dialogue.

Not capable of being fooled into rule of dictatorship.

Fomentation of division and discrimination will only lead to unrest, with oneself, and with neighbours. I wish to be at peace with myself and with my neighbours.

Love thy neighbour, said Jesus.

The Arch Angel Gabriel says, that if a country foments discrimination and division within it's society, then it will gradually come to be at war with itself as well as potentially with it's neighbours.

Nations against nation.

Is this what you want?

Not me.

I live to create a better life for myself and my children.

I stand independent of this insanity.

I stand in peace.

Amen.

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From the foundations of failure ...

A Revelation that came to me while high on breathwork ...

...

my failures,

form the foundations,

of the mighty pillars,

that support the massive, wide and open bridge,

that leads me to peace,

and coming into being.

A Call to ALMIGHTY

My spirit crys out to the universe.

Why it cries out, why?

Why such cursed indignation?

Why does it all seem so wrong?

Where is my faith?

Where are you GOD?

I need YOU.

I PRAY YOU SHOW ME THE WAY.

You have given me the signs, and I have followed.

But now I'm lost. I don't know my way.

Send me an angel, if that's what it takes.

I'm willing to come clean, and admit my mistakes.

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The Monster and The Old Man

I had a dream last night.

A large Frankenstein creature was hanging over me. I caught a vision of a girl over to the side, with her back to me. She had blonde hair and a plat running up the back of her head. I imagined her to be a beautiful princess.

Somehow, this monster was about to marry the young 'princess', and knowing this it sent a surge of fear or resistance and I cried out in my sleep 'You will not marry her, you fucking bastard', or words to that effect.

I don't know where he went as I almost stumbled into semi waking state (by the act of me shouting out in my sleep) but when I got back the figure had changed. I was now speaking with an elderly man, still very large, but somehow pitiful, impotent. Potentially all the things that I find sad and pityful about myself.

The monster and the old man ... maybe these are my demons. The monster inside me, and the old man that never achieved his dreams.

Later that day we had to bury Bunda (short for Abundancia), 'our' resident wild bitch. It was horrible. We found her dead, on the side of the track.

I smoked a fat one and went down to wash myself at the tank. I asked The Father of Creation to wash me of my sins, wash out all the negativity. As I washed myself, the image came to me of the big Frankenstein monster that appeared in my dream last night, and in my imagination, I hugged him, and loved him, honoured him. This image brought me peace.

Perhaps this is a practice, of invitation.

So now,
I invite the old man,
to appear within me,
or without me,
and help me find
true abundance.

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Daily Prayer

Dear FATHER GOD,

I pray to you this day.

To give me guidance and clarity.

To know that I am doing the work of THE CREATOR.

By the sense of BEING FULFILLED in my works of healing THE MOTHER.

To help me communicate this to the world.

So that the world may know me.

And that I may know my SELF.

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By the word, my world is created.

Yet, in silence I find everlasting life.

Getting Off the Offensive

Sometimes I feel so offended by you brother,
By the fact you find me so offensive.
The 'fuck you' that it gives me,
and the desire to give it back.

Somewhere down it touches me,
In parts that feel deep and low.
But then when I see, the depth of ME,
It all just seems so shallow.

When I come to my senses & feel the Love,
The Love that has been given to both of us,
By our Mother and Father.
I turn my cheek, and let it burn through me, like a fiery wind.

Peace I desire.

So much so,

That I desire for you also.

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I’M SORRY.

PLEASE FORGIVE ME

THANK YOU

I LOVE YOU

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REPENT,
FORGIVE,
BE GRATEFUL
and
LOVE!

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These are the teachings of  Ho’oponopono.

These are the teachings of Jesus.

These are the teachings of the Wise.